it's ok

when i'm off at 2:30 AND it's sunny out? that's a freedom feeling. i spent my extra time on video call with my lover. until he cut the call with me with barely an i love you. excuse me mr. al helaal you forgot to say it the other requisite 10 times before any call termination.

i had dinner with mom and bethany, played boggle with mom, and practiced our choir songs together. then it was time to go clean the church. they have assigned us weeks to clean according to our last name. this week is for the c's. when i got there the chans told me they did everything already except the kitchen. the kitchen was clean except for the floor, so i swept and mopped and that was that.

on the way home i thought about lindor chocolates. what if i bought some and kept them in the box in mom's place? but if i go to the grocery store tonight and back again tomorrow that will just be silly. so i went to the corner store. they didn't have lindor but they had a giant reece peanut butter cup and hagaan daaz.

then mom and i sat on our phones looking at things on facebook market place until i decided to go upstairs. i was up there chillin with mei-mei and watching tik toks and around 10pm my hunny says 'good night' to me out of the blue. and then i discovered HE NEVER SLEPT. he doesn't really say why. this is an instance when the blanket everything is ok statement is used, much to my chagrin. i suspect he is too sleepy although awake (mysteriously) to explain.

i managed to force some i love yous on to him before he disappeared behind the wall again. i hope he gets comfortable and gets some sleep. 

i told him i'm going to be ok and stay up all night too.