the hohums

lately night times have felt a little hard.  i have that feeling that i don't want to go to bed because something is missing and i am feeling unfulfilled.  last night i was watching this show that makes me laugh and i have to say that laughing, feels good.  also there is an ad that i see over and over for this other show and the same parts in the ad make me laugh every time.  i'm so glad that people can be silly.  what a relief  that not everything is serious and ridiculousness can be enjoyed.  what a gift humour is and what a balm to the soul.  i'm grateful for silliness today.

today we had a big long decision making meeting and decided to extend our hours and days to be open mon-fri, 8:30-4 starting next week.  still limited people and still by appointment.  i'm glad we are doing this, but i will still only be working at the clubhouse 2 days a week, most likely because we can't all be there at once.  that's the way it is.  

meanwhile my only food is bread that i got from the cobbs bread donation.  the lady brought too much for us and i had no food at home so i took some bread.  i am loathe to go shopping and i don't know why.  today for lunch i toasted the bread on my cast iron pan, with some olive oil, and balsamic vinegar. for breakfast i had peanut butter and cinnamon bread.  i had this carton of soup in the cuppboard that i've put off eating for a long time.  i thought today i might try it but it's best before was nov 2019 and when i opened it, it seemed a little off.  i'm not as bold to try off foods since my last bout of food poisoning.  so... maybe tonight i will write a grocery list.  maybe not.  no one can tell.

this morning it rained softly as i did my work out on the porch but now the sun is shining and the sky is blue.  i haven't seen my bestie today but i did see an actual bumble bee visit the flowers.

these are the hohums of today.