frustrated
ugh. i feel bad nanananana....
yesterday i stayed up until 4am because i couldn't sleep which is different from i stayed up all night because i wanted to. i just didn't feel tired. at all. but now i do. i feel it a lot. yesterday i came across a folder in my computer containing all these pics from 2010--almost all unedited. there are so many chapters of my life i need to document. but i have no children to care about reading about my life. when i die who will care about my life? it's a depressing thought.
today we met for our una farewell even though she already left us a month ago. i still can't get over it. i still grieve it. wow. cheer up dude. first i picked up the shneebs at the grocery store and helped her to her apartment with her food even though each step was painful for me. then i drove out to tsawwassen springs to check out the photo shoot venue and get the camera from christine. christine came in with caro-LION who works there part time when volleyball allows her and we chatted while christine gave the ballroom people what for for having the piano in front of their sign. i don't know how i'm going to pull this off. such a positive thinker today. be quiet. then i drove through the traffic, grabbed my huge box of silverfish and lights, some other things and drove on to harold's where we were all meeting. i thought i would be late but i was the first one there. we had a nice couple of hours with some appies and some good chitchats. some people went home and others headed to the casino. i don't do casino. so i went home but not before giving davidlin all my supplies for making a soft box. i really hope he can. all depends on it.
my fingers smell like onions. we made perogies today.
i sleep. maybe tomorrow will be better.
yesterday i stayed up until 4am because i couldn't sleep which is different from i stayed up all night because i wanted to. i just didn't feel tired. at all. but now i do. i feel it a lot. yesterday i came across a folder in my computer containing all these pics from 2010--almost all unedited. there are so many chapters of my life i need to document. but i have no children to care about reading about my life. when i die who will care about my life? it's a depressing thought.
today we met for our una farewell even though she already left us a month ago. i still can't get over it. i still grieve it. wow. cheer up dude. first i picked up the shneebs at the grocery store and helped her to her apartment with her food even though each step was painful for me. then i drove out to tsawwassen springs to check out the photo shoot venue and get the camera from christine. christine came in with caro-LION who works there part time when volleyball allows her and we chatted while christine gave the ballroom people what for for having the piano in front of their sign. i don't know how i'm going to pull this off. such a positive thinker today. be quiet. then i drove through the traffic, grabbed my huge box of silverfish and lights, some other things and drove on to harold's where we were all meeting. i thought i would be late but i was the first one there. we had a nice couple of hours with some appies and some good chitchats. some people went home and others headed to the casino. i don't do casino. so i went home but not before giving davidlin all my supplies for making a soft box. i really hope he can. all depends on it.
my fingers smell like onions. we made perogies today.
i sleep. maybe tomorrow will be better.
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