it's wednesday. i just spent a couple of hours reading people's stories on the humans of new york. i could read the stories forever. some are sad, some are funny, some make you thoughtful, some are depressing, some warm your heart. brandon is doing a good work. i admire that.
my week has been very eventful. let me share with you.
1st. on sunday sarah pointed to my face and said i got lipstick on it. but it wouldn't come off. over the past couple of days a scaley rash patch has developed. it makes me feel extra pretty and special.
2nd. last night i watched oblivion with tom cruise. i mean tom was in the movie not my living room watching it with me. kind of a confusing movie. raise your hand if you agree.
3rd. i weighed myself this morning. i keep going up and it scares me. i don't like the way my clothes fit me. i don't feel comfortable. buying more doesn't help. i need to find a way to make some changes and fear is not it.
4th. on monday i joined the sisters at tim hortons at the mall. they taught a sweet lady named grace. there was something familiar about her.
5th last night i learned how to wrap a box with a lid. like the lid separate from the box. it was fun. i did the top with red polka dots and the bottom with red floral. mixed patterns. i dig it. after young womens donna gave me and melissa some material she was getting rid of. there's something about the possibilities that lay in a piece of fabric. i can't turn away from it.
7th. i'm hiring again at work. i hope i'm making good decisions. i'm trying to keep it all together at work and feel like i'm always one step behind.
8th i have this nagging feeling that something in my life isn't quite right. something is missing. i'm not right about something. i don't know exactly. i keep going, and try to do my best and hope that some day soon things will feel right. i don't know if that's the right way to go about it. maybe i should change everything.
now it's thursday.