today

today i painted a bird.  i painted it azure blue, turquoise, purple and apple green.  it has orange eyes and a yellow beak.  i chose paint with bumpy things in it so when it's glazed it will have speckles.  i like texture.

today i made glazed hhhham (read candied ham) and mashed potatoes whipped with cream cheese and garlic and buttah....and peas but who cares about them.

today i thought about hard things and felt stuck and hopeless.

today i gave love and received love back.

today i wore faded capri jeans, a white top and a red cardi.

today i edited photos, sang a song, and did research.

today i watched an idiot abroad--the episode where he goes to egypt.

today i left my windows open all day because i'm optimistic about the weather, and when i got home i climbed right under the covers because it was ch-ch-chilly.

today i wished things were different or that i could solve them or at the very least i could be blind to them.

today i prayed.