Wednesday, January 29, 2014

up for 3 hours

Psalms 22

  My God, my God, why has thou forsaken me? why art thou so far from helping me, and from the words of my roaring?
  O my God, I cry in the daytime, but thou hearest not; and in the night season, and am not silent.
  But thou art holy, O thou that inhabitest the praises of Israel.
  Our fathers trusted in thee: they trusted, and thou didst deliver them.
  They cried unto thee, and were delivered: they trusted in thee, and were not confounded.
  But I am a worm, and no man; a reproach of men, and despised of the people.
  All they that see me laugh me to scorn: they shoot out the lip, they shake the head saying,
  He trusted on the LORD that he would deliver him: let him deliver him, seeing he delighted in him.
  But thou art he that took me out of the womb; thou didst make me hope when I was upon my mother's breasts.
  I was cast upon thee from the womb: thou art my God from my mother's belly.
  Be not far from me; for trouble is near; for there is none to help.
  Many bulls have compassed me: strong bulls of Bashan have beset me round.
  They gaped upon me with their mouths, as a ravening and a roaring lion.
  I am poured out like water, and all my bones are out of joint: my heart is like wax; it is melted in the midst of my bowels.
  My strength is dried up like a potsherd; and my tongue cleaveth to my jaws; and thou has brought me into the dust of death.
  For dogs have compassed me: the assembly of the wicked have inclosed me: they pierced my hands and my feet.
  I may tell all my bones: they look and stare upon me.
  They part my garments among them, and cast lots upon my vesture.
  But be not thou far from me, O LORD: O my strength, haste thee to help me.
  Deliver my soul from the sword; my darling from the power of the dog.
  Save me from the lion's mouth: for thou hast heard me from the horns of the unicorns.
  I will declare thy name unto my brethren: in the midst of the congregation will  I praise thee.
  Ye that fear the LORD, praise him; all ye the seed of Jacob, glorify him; and fear him, all ye the seed of Israel.
  For he hath not despised nor abhorred the affliction of the afflicted; neither hath he hid his face from him; but when he cried unto him, he heard.
  My praise shall be of thee in the great congregation: I will pay my vows before them that fear him.
  The meek shall eat and be satisfied: they shall praise the LORD that seek him: your heart shall live forever.
  All the ends of the world shall remember and turn unto the LORD: and all the kindreds of the nations shall worship before thee.
  For the kingdom is the LORD's: and he is the governor among the nations.
  All they that be fat upon earth shall eat and worship: all they that go down to the dust shall bow before him: and none can keep alive his own soul.
  A seed shall serve him; it shall be accounted to the Lord for a generation.
They shall come, and shall declare his righteousness unto a people that shall be born, the he hat done this.

i read that psalm, among others this morning and listened to this talk by elder holland. my thoughts about it all are not complete.  just the cry to be heard and not left alone, the feeling like a worm and like being poured out like water.  i felt those words.  and these words "For he hath not despised nor abhorred the affliction of the afflicted; neither hath he hid his face from him; but when he cried unto him, he heard.", they comfort me.

drama.

i fell asleep so early last night and woke up 8 hours later.  it's been nice to have a long morning to study, do my hair, wax my lip (yeah, i wax my lip), work on photos, make my bed and pet my cats.

i'm going to do yoga today.

4 comments:

Beth-a-knee said...

thanks for sharing that scripture labee. I find it comforting too.
Maybe I should wax my lip too.
how'd the yoga go?

Katie said...

I thought you hated yoga...or is it just that you hate doing it at the end of a workout?

And I'm considering the same as Bethany. Or is shaving better? I just don't know what to do about unwanted facial hair.

Love that psalm and the talk.

amyleigh said...

that is a comforting scripture, I agree.
I like mornings where I do yoga. hope the drama is of short duration!

amyleigh said...

oh, also I just watched north and south too!! and sobbed like a honking goose at the end. it always undoes me too.