i'm having a lot of creative blockage lately and i don't know why. it stresses me out because i have a lot to do and i can't seem to do it. stress doesn't help creative endeavours either. vicious circle. snarl, gnash teeth, snort.
on a brighter note, i read 3nephi 17 today. sigh. sometimes when i read that i can put myself in that crowd and i can feel like i was really there. because in a way i was. in a way i am. all the time. he heals me and makes me whole on a continuous basis. i hope one day to thank him like the nephites did. i hope to live my life as a thank you.