work late today. this means that last night i stayed up too late for no reason, doing nothing but feeling bored and cabin feverish. i slept until seven on the couch. this explains a very large knot in my neck and the fact that i'm still wearing yesterday's t-shirt. the truth is, i feel yucky. i feel stuck in a rut. indeed, my life is a rut sir. a rut of a life. last night i was thinking about how we're moving into a house and there's going to be lots of people, and eventually i might have to share a room, and then i thought it would be nice to live on my own. and i started looking up single dwellings. in some ways it's such an appealing idea. i don't know how i'd break that kind of news though. i don't even know how i'd explain why, because i don't really know. plus it's more expensive, but i could afford it. i'd just have less money. i'd like to try it someday though. sigh.