just woke up about twenty minutes ago. fell asleep around five thirty reading about the chronology of the patriarchs in steve'sbiblebook. i'm gonna make tuna melts because i'm hungry. so i didn't go to penticton with the gang. feels like i'm getting sick and that's the reason i didn't go. but it felt hard to send karey off without me. my day at work was hard. a strain on the the emotions. i mean i woke up feeling low and then all these heavy issues came at me one after another. one especially reminded me of yook. the yookster. people have hard lives. sigh.