just had to drive dad to church so i could drive in later.  it's only five minutes away, but for some reason i was sooooooooooo annoyed.  i was right in the middle of editing.  i think i sooprized mom with my emotional outburst of "this is soooo frustrating!".  then when i went out, dad was already in the driver's seat.  this would not do.  i needed to drive.  reason: i was gross (ie. dizGUSTing).  if dad drove i would have to get out at church and everyone would see me.  i told dad this.  he wouldn't budge.  he said he was already there.  i said "forget it.  i'll walk to church." i felt like crying.  he told me not to be silly and that i could climb over after.  i slumped into the passenger seat.  he said " why are the girls in our family so weird?"  he said the boys are down to earth and sensible.  i pointed out that no one would like to be seen looking as i did at that time.  he said no one would be at church.  i was like, "no one?? no one went to church today?"  he said he was going at an off time.  he said no one will be around.  he was right of course.  when we got there he no one was around.  he took his time getting out of the car, teasing me by calling everyone to come see.  i climbed over the arm rest and pushed him out.  i don't know what comes over me sometimes.  it's like a throw back from adolescence.  i could still cry if given the opportunity.